I didn't say a single thing about my mental health during international mental health week because honestly I don't know what's going on at the moment. Lockdown has ruined my brain and I'm in a constant state of dissociation from myself. So, even though I'm normally first to talk about my diagnosed depression, the fact I take 100mg of sertraline daily and I do sometimes struggle but for some reason, I've just not been with it.
I reckon I'm in this boat with lots of other people who feel like they're not even real at the moment... It's easy enough for me to get up, get dressed, eat and do my basic daily things and that seems to be all. I can take photos and look pretty but I lacking the capacity for any sort of in depth thought or discussion.
Funnily enough, this is taking me a long time to write which is a bunch of fun. I don't know what to do or day at the moment which is so unlike me. I'm normally a very certain and decisive person but at the moment I'm the complete opposite and it's a nightmare.
If I figure this out I'll be sure to update you all as soon as I do, I just felt like briefly explaining my current lack of presence.
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